Big girls don’t cry.

funny when your name alone doesnt sound right.
when it was always you and someone else.
crazy how your heart hurts.
because you can actually feel the loss.
worse than anything physical.
i never thought i would be here.
without her.
by my side.
never thought it would be me and someone else.
her and another.
my heart doesnt quite understand.
the decision i’ve made.
and i dont quite understand my heart.
there was always safety in her arms.
in her eyes.
truth and love.
honor and loyalty.
she knew me.
more than i knew me.
she still does.
i hope she knows.
that i never meant to hurt her.
to do so intentionally.
would be to hurt.
one of God’s greatest creatures.
truly a sin.
i never meant to make her cry.
never wanted her to look at me that way.
never wanted that look to be for me.
i hope she knows my tears are for her.
and im gonna miss her.
like a child misses that blanket.
hard to move into unfamiliar territory.
uncertain and afraid.
without your best friend.
to tell you everything will be ok.
there were times.
i thought a part of her.
had crept into my soul.
and took residence.
leaving behind an imprint.
of where she was for so long.
snuggled close to my heart.
i miss her.
her gentleness.
her touch.
i hope she knows.

Vanessa xoxo

  1. I’m sure she knows. I know the feeling.

  2. there were times.
    i thought a part of her.
    had crept into my soul.
    and took residence.
    leaving behind an imprint….

    just POETIC!!!!

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